SUSAN SMITH

“The painting of the Names began with a single prayer to Yeshua: How do I break free from patterns of negative thinking and expectation? The answer was this painting."
– Susan Smith


Sometimes the most profound breakthroughs begin with a single question, asked upwards.
In my meditation with Yeshua, I was pulled out of the density of this illusory world and shown the Light. It was not a battle to escape negativity; it was an immediate remembering. A simple choice: to choose the Light, not the illusion of suffering.
This painting emerged through personal experience, yet it was created from a place beyond identification. Held in compassion, the collective pattern of negativity was observed with awareness of its potential for elevation. Life’s experiences brought parables, yes, but the brush moved from freedom, not pain—a gift of release. A reminder that we are not what we pass through, and that the light is always waiting.
Eliminating negativity
Turning off destructive thoughts
2022
Acrylic on canvas
100cm x 150cm (40" x 60")
Ayin Lamed Mem is a code of release. It dissolves the spiritual roots of addiction, not just to substances, but to patterns, pain, and powerlessness. It rewires the soul’s memory, freeing us from false attachments and restoring our will. Often, it marks the turning point: when the soul chooses to return to itself.